tired :|

haay.. pagod lang..

if they feel that i am a superwoman.. then, they are wrong..

i really wanted someone to take care of me too..

well... it only applies in one aspect of my life...

im ok with my family... my GG.. my work and friends...

i still do not know what God wants me to learn but i am looking forward for that day,

that i will be okay... driven to serve... motivated... :(( --so sad--

a simple "kamusta" will do...

patience.. tears..

i just feel like crying tonight.. :((

i just do not deserve this...

i went to mass yesterday with my GG (God's Gift, that's how we call our boyfriends/girlfriends in Youth for Christ), it was are our second straight week at St. Pancratius Church.

we really enjoyed the homily of Father (we still do not know his name, so sad), it' very light but still, it marked on my heart. He explained the difference of being "magaling"(skilled) and "mabuti"(good).

he explained it through a doctor and a sheperd.

MAGALING

a skilled doctor will always know how to cure a disease at a price.

a skilled sheperd will build a fence for his sheeps and build a gate for protection.

MABUTI

a good doctor will always know how to cure a disease plus considering the financial status of his patients.

a good sheperd will build a fence for his sheeps and BE THE GATE for his sheeps' protection.

know the difference.

isa ka bang magaling o mabuti?

just like what Jesus did to us through the cross, he gave up his life for us.

Jesus is a good sheperd. :)

connections...

things i really want to do:

• have a confession
• daily prayer time
• get a part time job

i do not know what is in store for me, but i believe God has a perfect plan for me and i just have to wait for His perfect time...

whatever He wants me to learn in what i have been going through right now.. i hope that He would help me open my eyes and my heart to see it..

LEARNING. HEALING. LETTING GO. what's next??

i love you Lord.. :)